FUCK!

Guh...I had such a bad weekend. People are so frustrating. I sometimes hate them all. Sigh.

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Oddfellows, Haircuts and More, Oh My!

Well...I'm back. My absence can easily be explained, however... I'm not exactly sure what it is, but I have some sort of weird, swollen lump in my throat and it was very sore for the past few days...and was sort of restricting my breathing for a bit. So I stayed home sick yesterday to catch up on some much needed sleep. But now, despite the fact that the swelling hasn't gone down yet, it doesn't hurt at all. So...I don't have to sleep anymore. Hurrah! :D
Ah..anyway, moving on...
Sadie's birthday party is tonight. We're going to the punk show at Oddfellows for most of the night. Afterwards is back to her Grandmother's apartment for some more fun (thumbsup). That's where they're having the party, though it doesn't really make much sense to me...Oh well.. It's gonna be fucking awesome. I'm pretty sure there's gonna be about...10-15 people there. Woo. :)
Um...what else...Oh yeah. Haiiiirrrrrcuuutttt. I got my hair done finally. It's a few inches shorter, my bangs were cut and it's dyed black. Looks pretty damn good if I do say so myself, and I don't give a shit if no one else likes it, I do. ;) I don't know when Melissa's putting red in it, but apparently she is.
Nearly Christmas....only 11 days left! Still haven't got any presents done.... :0 What do to...well, Burg's is almost done, I've bought Nik's, and my sister's is done. I'll just buy my mom something. And make Sadie's. Everyone else's will probably be late. Sigh...oh well, guess it can't be helped.
Been taking a lot of new photos lately. Got a really cute one of Milo the other day. :) Turned out really good.
Uh...working on my website quite a bit. Go there! www.kwehh.piczo.com!! <----Go there!
Well...running out of things to write about..so...yeah...
Play the Sims, people! It's a good game!





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Problem Solved

Well, once again as the title implies, my problem has been solved....sort of.. I don't have to go to my mom's this week, since I'm going to be so busy. Tonight I have to bake cookies for the Evening of the Arts tomorrow evening. But before that I'm going to take a quick run down to the mall with Nik so he can go Christmas shopping. And I'm not going tomorrow, because of my Evening of the Arts thing. So yeah...for now, the problem is solved. Until she asks me to go again. The problem probably wouldn't be so bad if she hadn't told me that she'd bought him a Christmas present...guh...I'm going to get myself all stressed thining about this, so...moving on.
Um...I'm very hungry. I have a headache from being so hungry. But I guess that's what I get from not eating breakfast. Hah..
Been trying to take some photos for my Photography portfolio that I have to do in this class...But so far no really good photos. Oh well.
Sigh...I should probably get to work. Ciao for now.

The Sims 2 and My Predicament

Well, as the title implies, my current "obsession" if you will, is The Sims 2. I spent most of yesterday playing the game, first for an hour or so with Burgandy as Jess Robins and Saige Minawco. It was pretty entertaining, especially at one point when our phone was ringing and Burgandy tried to answer our burgular alarm, thinking it was the phone. Then when Burgandy had to go home, I played with Jeff as Nikki Harumi and, well, Jeff Brown. That was entertaining as well. Jeff's character reminded me of Brit's Feo when he played with Nik as Feo and Gurst. Haha funny.
But anyway, on to a more serious note. I have a bit of a situation on my hands that I'm not really sure how to handle. You see, due to the fact that she spread a bunch of rumours about us, acted like a complete bitch and kicked me out over something completely stupid, my boyfriend wants absolutely nothing to do with my mother, but the other day she invited us over for supper. She wants us to go on either Tuesday or Wednesday, whatever day we go shopping. And she also bought him a Christmas present. So I don't know if I should try to convince Nik to just come for a quick supper and just pretend to not hate her despite everything, or if I should tell my mom the truth and hope she doesn't disown me. Perhaps both but either way I'll feel horrible. what I really want is for my mom to stop being such a bitch about everything, back off and mind her own business, and I want Nik to stop being so goddamn stubborn and get rid of his grudge against her, though I don't really blame him for having it in the first place.
God, this is frustrating......anyways...
On a happier note, I'm finally getting my hair done tonight...hopefully. If I don't it will be because Melissa forgot to bring her scissors home for the five millionth time. It's going to be cut quite short, redyed black with a red chunk in the bangs. (thumbsup) :D
Well, class is over in about three minutes and I'm more or less out of things to write, so.....farewell.

Stirfry

Well, it's Friday again, on this wonderful December 8, 2007. I'm having a pretty good day so far, cept my arm kinda hurts, due to a pulled muscle. Oh well. I smell stirfry...the foods class is cooking next door and I believe that's what they're making. Fuu..
I kinda gave up on the idea of that camera as I'm probably not going to get it. I'm still most likely getting my drawing tablet for Christmas, so I'm pretty happy. Don't know what I'm getting from my mom but meh, it's probably gonna be something shitty, knowing her..
Wow...this girl really is stupid...she's in my Comm.Tech class...and trying to convince everyone that she has a five year old son. As if.
I'm screwing around with Photoshop again. I like experimenting with that program. Tis fun, even though the school's version of the program sucks ass. Oh well.
Well, it's all good, but I must depart for I can think of nothing more to post about.

Roomies!!! :)

Hoo rah! Haha. Well, we've been discussing it for a few days, and I guess you could say it's officially been decided. After high school, once we're all graduated, Myself, Nik, Burgandy and Sadie are going to look into apartments and probably rent out one in Yorkshire grove. Then, we're all gonna be roomies! XD And it shall be fun. Jeffy said he might come too.
If I understand correctly, the arrangements shall be like this:
We will use half of the basement for storage, half for a place to party.
We will use the kitchen as a kitchen of course.
The living room will be a living room unless Jeff wants to sleep there.
The first bedroom I believe will either be Burgandy's or mine and Nik's.
The second will most likely be Sadie's and the third once again, Burgandy's, or mine and Nik's.
T'will be grand.
I am happy. :)

:(

Ugh...I had such a bad night last night...and yesterday was such a good day too...

Beefy..

I am very bored.....Just kinda screwing around with the settings on Photoshop...gah..

Friday

Hoorah! It's Friday!! Finally....this week has been so long...And the O.B.C.D show is tonight. Been wanting to go to that for quite a while. The only thing is that I have to borrow money from my mom to get in...ugh...I wanted any excuse I could use to avoid seeing her, but oh well...I'm sick of borrowing money from Nik and not being able to pay it back. But if it's my mom it really doesn't matter. I'm just taking it upon myself to make her pay me back the twenty dollars she took from me saying it was hers. Heh...
Hmm.........I'm kinda hungry..I didn't eat breakfast this morning cause due to sleeping in I didn't have enough time. But I do have a tasty lunch even though it is not very healthy. Popcorn!! :D Oh how I love that glorious stuff!
Guh...I've been chewing the inside of my mouth again...it's painful and disgusting and yet I can't stop doing it. Oh well. Old habits die hard.
Ugh...this girl is so annoying. She's in my Comm. Tech class, has a really annoying voice and is very stupid. Meh..
Well, I can' t really think of anything else to ramble on about, so....yeah.

Gah...

Hm...I really want that camera but I can't get one....they're far too expensive to buy in stores, but almost impossible to get on ebay.....

Resentment toward the World

The world is a cold, heartless place. Nothing ever works out for anyone, really. They may think it does, but no matter how happy you are, it just shits on you in the end. There is no God. That's what I now believe. If there is a God, then he's a cold, cruel, sick, twisted, heartless bastard and I fucking hate him. Life is precious, and yet...pointless. You hold on to it with everything you've got, to keep everything you love and treasure. But in the end, it's all taken away. It's no use. You just die anyway.

A photo

My favourite photo of myself. I'm surprised it came out that well, considering it was from my health card, when they usually come out looking like shit.

Thoughts

Gah! It's Monday! I hate Mondays....I am so bored here in Communications Tech. I was told that I had to be 80% done on my "Double Page Spread" today, but I can't do much as I didn't get any photos for one page until last Thursday(I think it was...) and I can't get any more photos until November 11...The Day of Rememberancing. Yes.
I am in a good mood today, yet still I feel sad. I am happy because my grades are up by a lot, I bought a ton of awesome new clothes, I got the pants I've been wanting for a while, and Nik bought me a ring! :) It's so awesome! I told him he didn't have to, but he insisted. Haha. What a coincidence that I bought him the shirt I promised him on the exact same day! Haha!! :D
But on to my sadness...... :'( Memere is in a coma now. The doctors say that if people will just leave her alone and stop stressing her out, she'll relax, go to sleep and then it will be over. It's a sad thought, but......it will be better for her. I don't think she wants to go though..She's stubborn and just won't let go of what little life she has left. She's strong. That's what I've always admired about her. But now's not the time to be strong. It will be a relief for her to finally rest. She deserves that rest. She needs to let go. It will be sad, but I will be happy knowing that she's not hurting anymore.

Dum de do

Yawn. This class has been so boring today. I spent the first twenty-five minutes of class fucking around with the settings on the computer, as on the first one I signed into, the whole screen appeared upside down. And on the second, sideways. So when I finally get on to a computer that isn't upside down or sideways, I find out it doesn't have any of the programs I need in order to do my work today...ugh.
In other news, tonight will be fun. Chillin with some friends, gonna have a sort of moviefest thing, which will involve trying to watch twenty movies in one night. Ha! Twill be fun. I still want to watch Little Nemo. I've never seen it, but apparently it's awesome.
I hung out with Nik, Caitlin and Mike for a few hours last night. It was pretty fun. We went to Mac's, got a bunch of stuff, hung out at the Birchwood park for a while. But...then some stupid kids lit a bunch of leaves on fire, threw them in the bush and took off. So we almost got arrested for that. It was fucked. So then we hung out at Caitlin's...in her back yard...in a sort of tree house thing...how amusing. :)
Class is almost over. I must depart. Farewell until my next post.