Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Thoughts

Gah! It's Monday! I hate Mondays....I am so bored here in Communications Tech. I was told that I had to be 80% done on my "Double Page Spread" today, but I can't do much as I didn't get any photos for one page until last Thursday(I think it was...) and I can't get any more photos until November 11...The Day of Rememberancing. Yes.
I am in a good mood today, yet still I feel sad. I am happy because my grades are up by a lot, I bought a ton of awesome new clothes, I got the pants I've been wanting for a while, and Nik bought me a ring! :) It's so awesome! I told him he didn't have to, but he insisted. Haha. What a coincidence that I bought him the shirt I promised him on the exact same day! Haha!! :D
But on to my sadness...... :'( Memere is in a coma now. The doctors say that if people will just leave her alone and stop stressing her out, she'll relax, go to sleep and then it will be over. It's a sad thought, but......it will be better for her. I don't think she wants to go though..She's stubborn and just won't let go of what little life she has left. She's strong. That's what I've always admired about her. But now's not the time to be strong. It will be a relief for her to finally rest. She deserves that rest. She needs to let go. It will be sad, but I will be happy knowing that she's not hurting anymore.

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