Friday

Hoorah! It's Friday!! Finally....this week has been so long...And the O.B.C.D show is tonight. Been wanting to go to that for quite a while. The only thing is that I have to borrow money from my mom to get in...ugh...I wanted any excuse I could use to avoid seeing her, but oh well...I'm sick of borrowing money from Nik and not being able to pay it back. But if it's my mom it really doesn't matter. I'm just taking it upon myself to make her pay me back the twenty dollars she took from me saying it was hers. Heh...
Hmm.........I'm kinda hungry..I didn't eat breakfast this morning cause due to sleeping in I didn't have enough time. But I do have a tasty lunch even though it is not very healthy. Popcorn!! :D Oh how I love that glorious stuff!
Guh...I've been chewing the inside of my mouth again...it's painful and disgusting and yet I can't stop doing it. Oh well. Old habits die hard.
Ugh...this girl is so annoying. She's in my Comm. Tech class, has a really annoying voice and is very stupid. Meh..
Well, I can' t really think of anything else to ramble on about, so....yeah.

Gah...

Hm...I really want that camera but I can't get one....they're far too expensive to buy in stores, but almost impossible to get on ebay.....

Resentment toward the World

The world is a cold, heartless place. Nothing ever works out for anyone, really. They may think it does, but no matter how happy you are, it just shits on you in the end. There is no God. That's what I now believe. If there is a God, then he's a cold, cruel, sick, twisted, heartless bastard and I fucking hate him. Life is precious, and yet...pointless. You hold on to it with everything you've got, to keep everything you love and treasure. But in the end, it's all taken away. It's no use. You just die anyway.